4am

It's hot! My throat feels a little scratchy and I am debating whether I should go back upstairs and pick up my lap top charger to charge up my lap top but the thought of going up the stairs just after I descended them does not appeal to me. Oprah is on but I have no clue what the story for today is about and quite honestly I do not care but the only thing on my mind right now is 4am this morning.

4am, fast asleep probably dreaming of some hot guy just running his hands down my body as i moan in Ecstasy and then I feel it, I hear it, the buzzing and vibrating sound that I know a little too well some days I am glad to hear it and feel it others I just want it to shut up! I contemplate whether to roll over and grab it or to keep lying there till it goes of but my curiosity has the best of me and quite honestly I just want to know who could be interrupting such pleasure so I lean over and pick it up...."grrrr!!" I can't believe it!! This psycho!!!! Like seriously!!! I quickly hit the ignore button and roll back over as I try to recapture the pleasure I was experiencing before....


7:30am

I pick up my fone, look at missed calls and realise, it really wasn't a dream. It really did ring at 4am! I can't believe this!! I switch to my sms option and quickly send a text. I know this text will definitely get the reaction I am looking for...and yes some sympathy as well. 20 minutes later I hear my familiar ring tone "You give me hell" I love American Rejects! I quickly pick up and to no surprise it was the call I had been expecting! " Hahahahahahhahaha Girl! I know! She is crazy!! I told she was going to blow up your fone "my cousin said as she continued to chuckle! " I was sooo mad!!! I mean come on!! Just because you are mad at her does not mean i have to get a call and at 4am!! I mean seriously! I tell you girl, I really can't keep dealing with this! Its not my fault things are turning out the way they are. She is really getting on my nerves!" As we chitter chatter a bit more, my cousin ends the call by saying she has to rush off into a meeting and will call me once she was out of her meeting and I hang up. I pick up my fone again and send a message " Is everything okay?" within seconds I get a response. " Yes everything is fine, I am sorry my fone must have dialed your number while I was at work but I am heading to bed now so I will call you back" I say goodbye and I feel a little silly but at the same time I am a bit skeptical...seriously? My name does not start with the first letter in the alphabet so for the phone to mistakenly Dial my number is a bit fishy but I let it go....

I love her! She is great and I instantly connected with her when I first met her but after getting to know her a bit more, I really question her mental health. Is she okay? Is she disturbed or is she just extremely abused that some things that just does not make sense to the average person makes perfect sense to her! I begin to wonder if continuing a friendship with her is worth while or should I just try to be a bit more understanding to her situation, but its really hard....